I am looking at the title to my very first post and feel somewhat bad that it sounds so harsh. But, I am 9 months and almost 3 weeks pregnant and it does suck right now. This waiting has been the most difficult thing about being pregnant! The worst thing is that people keep telling me (and have been telling me for the last month) that I'm going to have the baby early, that there is no way Abby will come late, grrr! Of course, I have believed them.
I've had a few friends that have had babies recently, they all had girls, they all were late. My friends that have had boys, have had them early. Is it a boy/girl thing, you think? I don't know!
I've tried to keep busy. I washed all the screens and windows on the back side of our house. Not easy going up and down a ladder 9 months preggo. I finished my scrapbook for the baby. I reorganized my sock drawer, done laundry, dusted, vacuumed, swept the sidewalk outside, wrapped the Christmas present, etc.
I was really nervous about labor, but now I just don't care. I was being picky about the day of the month the baby would be born on, I didn't want it to be an odd day, now I don't care. I was worried about what time of day she would be born, it doesn't matter. The only thing that matters is that she's healthy. I have had a few dreams where she was smashed from being balled up in my small frame for so long that her little nose was smooshed when she came out. I keep telling Jay that when we have her I only want him to worry about her, just take care of her. That's all I care about. I'll be fine.
Anyway, I started this blog as an outlet for my boredom.
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